I Love You but I’m Not in Love With You

I love you but I’m not in love with you, I really do not have to be in love with you to love you.

Tomorrow, I could be in love with you but not love you.

Today, I love you & I’m in love with you.

Does not make sense right? but does it have to make sense?

 

I worry about falling “in love” because of the immeasurable pain of heartbreak.

I worry that I may not find love when I m old & grey.

I worry that about not having the capacity to love anybody anymore.

I worry about facing my former lovers, the ones I truly loved.

 

I gave love, I forsake love & sometimes I broke love.

Love gave me, “saved” me, sealed me, unraveled me

Love tore me “into” pieces & made me “whole”

I should be scared of love but surprisingly I still crave love.

I doubt if the love I crave even exists.

Love for me & for you the one I will love till the end of time.

 

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